dream - going into a fashion show. wearing a long coat with white underwear and a hat. the guy im seeing is y and is more so stalking me. i have to try and hide from him. staying in this house which is like a orohanage on top of a hill. i have to hid in a lot of the room or when there is a lot of people around so i cant be seen. there is ocean surrounding like an island. scene where i swim in the ocean. jump off a boat it is very deep and the boat forgrts about me. there are lots of fish and sharks. scene where i get back to the house? y is trying to tell me i have to go to prison but really he is manipulatung me. the house is similar to the McGowan's, the family who lived across the road from me when i was growing up. hiding in between rooms. scene i am making a dish i have been instructed to specifically. it has rice milk slithers of onion and honey.
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