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dream of child falling and i catch him just in time. he is laughfing and smiling. the father is angry later on the cjild had a bruise on his arm but we dont know why. we r waiting to get a massage. an african massage place. i am fearful someone is going to poison me as x made a cake green pudding. the scene before two children are walking with the mother. the children are marbe from africa somewhere or iran. the mother is holding huge knifes and rifles. to protect them as something their are raids gun shots falling from the sky. i start crying to think the mother has to defend them. the child is walking away turns around and say i love you. i turn back and say i love you too.

Black Jeans for the Princess of Style forever !

the way ive made peace w it

Ethiopian Princesses

seeing scales on my skin whe. around the baby

waking up at 4am actually practicing meditation sitting up straght drinking cambodian sachet milk coffee. the dream last night i met merzbow. the corner of the road in my hometown where my family friend grew up soneone was staying in this abandonded house. on a couch there was crochet and a fish tank. it was bare minim. then we sat and drank sake on the side of the highway in the country town there was actually a sake bar and we were ordering sake drinks to drink on the side of the road. maybe r was there. doing something with your life that will always lead to truth and peace is making art.

no one wants to see me die

3 of my friends at the pool 2day. The little people mean fairies in celtic. hmm just as i was thinking about , i see them and they can interact with me. my voice may be unheard to some. tho perhaps children can hear me. how loud u r depends on your heart. your tone of voice if one can hear you depends on your conviction> heart

living in peace forever

thats specific dream wearing the black and white stripes was a real warning. goodbye!

dream - girl i worked witj. she is performing at this festival on a stage. her outfit is like spray painted clothes. its like showcasing in the future how being naked we wont need clothes or somethjng? like our skin is enough? part of dream reminds me of another dream location where we are going down some kind of water slide that is almost like a drain similar to in ratatouille.

never stop studying the development of a child. even without the bonds of physical presence. speaking to a child is a heart

dream finding a double pair of the same earong gold and opal from childhood. finding the earings while sleeping in like an abandonded house sleeping next to maybe d or c . on some kind of mission up a hill

im not a ghost im not dead im alive!

dancing

get as close as you can to anything that hurts then get on with it. face it and let it go .

your intuition is always forever

film odea monologues spoken by a particilar person with a particular voice - basic footage from behind person walking or looking up from below

the secret of sexual suppression

once youre happy youre dead forever.

dream a friend like emelie it is new year day i dont wait for her to go down the elevator and sheeaves a note on a fry pan saying happy new year and the yin sign then a sad face. i am in defiance to be kond and act hostile. gpong down to a party to . celebrate the new year. previous scene i have a row of bed bug bites

a woman walking past me in a dream unsure who she is kind of smiling maybe wearing a hat and knee length skirt maybe she is me in the future .

ballet class

my dad walking around the house in the dark using a torch

she said ot. dont be a coward, give a joy rush

kind of miss my life secret of attention the dream. I Am The Hero of This Town

feel like giving up my life cuz its all fake

listening to the musik b4 the nightmare

dream near my grandmother dads side using a remote control wheelchir that talks. scene mother telling daughter to say what she is wrong at. conease woman. mother. makes daughter dress the same as her. masterbating on the side walk in a gitter like in new york. run off water from restraunt near me. dont get my nut

surley youve jist gone mad. belgrave swedish belgrave. power walking home

dream doing h walking along a. mountain, to go to some kind of party

dream of being casted for a film that is donnie darko

seeing how a child could detect my shyness* awkwardness* lack of self respect infront of adults is timid. it cannot be fruitful to the childs development. therefore it is more crucial than ever to focus on enhancing my self respect, ability to say No have conviction. as that i what the child needs to see. someone worthy of such honour. role model.

dream > with c climbing a kind of mpuntain pime forest. i go to fetch these cards which are made from fermented shit and u mix it in water and drink it to have a trip" which is just getting really sick. c is mad at me cuz i drink the first one without him present, alone. he says i am only thinking about myself and he belittles me making me feel bad for being selfish. if i am selfish then he is saying tho maybe i deserve to be selfish. going to like a festival or something. the fermented shit is on like round black cards. thinking pf listening to gore grind

still trying to understand the secret message of my dream placong diamond pieces on a old jacket in maybe a air port or trash tip

then youre happy and high you fucking ...

dream putting studs on jacket going away a runb8sh tip urgency

our thoughts r xolours

whatever u do dont go down the road of psychosis. thats what they want u to do. they want u to beocme mad female