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a nightnare where a woman was saying to me "i want something you have" i woke up and the voice continued in my head.

where is that piece of hard scrap metal? my phone. maybe your jobber ish high pitch shy child old voice was unfit for the workplace and thats why they fired your ass! no proper goodbyes, all that work and sense of community i thought to be thrown off like that! geez. luck i have a deeper understanding that work is false anyway tho it cant be on that level of work when your dealing wigh the most vulnerable people or those that need the most attention. first of all its not their fault, their vision became clouded of me due to the constant gossipying negative thought forms that were created in the atmosphere aeound me so therefore influenced the way they saw me. as a teacher said " always something wrong" im always doing something wrong because she chose to use that vail of me. that influenced the way other teachers saw me, them eventually the children through natural imitation. they bullied me out. fair to say the physical world is valued much higher than emotions spirits and thoughts in our brainwashing society. yes i agree i need to improve my jibberish fractured level of confidence however i feel rheh made a mistake firing me. they could have included me as a larger social community with indoviduals who each person has their own unique blessing to the wider circle. not a robot.i am not a robot. then maybe this thought its better they fired me when it was creating such negative energy to have the gossipying negative thought form attitudes which then will effect the children. any who i know and pray that their insight will be deeplt effected to look wirh even deeper clarity and be there for each other outselves with integrity and compassion, truth seekers. big love

oh my fucking god it was that acid trip when they laughed at how i dont eat anything cuz i was like anorexic bullimic cuz i dont full my body with joy i hurt the world !

okay so that dream of th3 old man saying good boy hav been on the radio or irl

dream - a v maybe om angry at for molesting my little brother. bit he doesnt think it is abuse cuz whats happening isy brother is doing yoga poses like the happy baby swinging on the ground. a v has a broken shoe or foot. second part of dream its like at a warmer festival setting or somewher in the town i grew up in swampy in bed wondering what its like to be intmate with someone

actors are used as vessels for evil forces

destruction in destorying laughter

worked out sadism worked out karma cow

dream about some disgusting military men raping me