acid trip memory is re coming back to me 

first time i took lsd at confest when i was like 14 and was stuck in a kind of psychosis for several years trying to make sense of what it meant

what it all meant 

the true meaning

and how everyone was trying to warn me about the secret of the world 

the mirror dynanamic control 

that i create it 

power that is i am the god?

i create it?

maybe simple


but in the acid trip, and now today everyone around me is telling me i dont belong here 

i should kill myself 

or they want to kill me

because im destroying the earth 



tho i do not feed into their scams


some   true but yeah im not gonna kms unless its like a samauri moment sure 

but even then 

u cut down the tree u faggot. 

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