gotta remind myself to ask questions 


like love is a game? if u cant get it 

cuz u r self obsessed for being mute for most of your life so then u finally start speaking and its like a kind turbulont voices coming out sense of self to be heard 


tho thats not quite how life works 

to give by listening asking questions, make the other feel important attention 



and not the elederly replaced log on the kitchen table/


let me die young ?

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